Be Brave

~This woman is frought with warring emotions, laced with a multitude of contradictions..She is steady in all things, straight on..whether it be the hand that rocks the cradle, presses up close to her man of sits down to hold the hand of a friend in need of a friend..or simply to sit down and go to war with balancing the checkbook..her determination makes it balance..She stays focused even while losing control..

She will smile even when she is upset because she knows she is free to let go and go where no one else is brave enough to go or let you see her tears or witness her pain when she does...These things are hers alone and she is careful who ever will see or know the full extent of them..Most will be driven away by the sight of her own undoing..yet they will know that as sure as she breathes or lives, so must she come undone now and then..

This is a woman who is fierce in her relationships..who will often give so much more than she receives and doesn't mind..who sits in the dark of midnight and mulls over all she might have done better that day..

She will fight to the death protecting her loved ones and her friends..and believes a stranger is a friend you simply haven't met yet..and so hopes and keeps trying..Her pain is private..she grieves in silence and screams it out when it threatens to take the rest of who she is away for all time..hoping for a savior on a nearby ship to throw out a life preserver..blowing kisses of IOU on the wind back to them..

This is a woman..who never stops trying, never will..inside where it counts she has the proof that it is all worthwhile..every single moment~

"Fearness"

S H A D O W O F D A R K N E S S

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

Marianne Williamson

"Be Fearless,Be Brave"

Be Fearless :
Be not afraid of anything. You will do marvelous work. The moment you fear, you are nobody. It is fear that is the greatest of all superstitions. It is fear that is the cause of our woes, and it is fearlessness that brings heaven even in a moment. Therefore, 'Aries, awake, and stop not till the goal is reached'
Stand and die in your own strength: if there is any sin in the world, it is weakness: avoid all weakness, for weakness is sin, weakness is death.

Strength of Character :
Neither money pays, nor name, nor fame, nor learning: it is CHARACTER that can cleave through adamantine walls of difficulties.
If wealth is lost nothing is lost; if health is lost something is lost, but if character is lost everything is lost.

Success :
Take up one idea, make that one idea your life; think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is way to success.

Love :
Love opens the most impossible gates; love is the gate to all the secrets of the universe. Every step that has been really gained in the world has been gained by love.

Hard work :
Genius is one percent inspiration and ninety nine percent perspiration.

Communication :
It is only few that understand the language of brain, but everyone understands the language that comes from heart.

Face your fears,have courage...fear is only in the mind

"Everyone Has Their Own Fears... Not Just You "

To be a burden to anyoneI'm not sure if it's because I don't have the guts to put anyone in any kind of discomfort or that I am just too stubborn to depend on anyone. Either way, I don't want to…

To lose someone that I loveI know a lot of people share this sentiment but it makes me think sometimes, are we really afraid to lose these people or are we just afraid of the pain we are going to go through? Either way, I don't want to…

To die youngI am too selfish because I still want to experience and see so much or I know that I still have a lot of things to do for everyone, especially to those I owe my life to.

Either way, I don't want to…

To be helpless and useless(This doesn't go vis-à-vis with number 1. To be put in a situation where I can't help or be of any use to anyone not because of physical inability but due to circumstances that are beyond my control. ) Or because of the lack of self-respect it will cause me or because of the effect it will have on the people around me.

Either way, I don't want to be…

To end up either in a hospital or prisonAfraid of everything that I would have to go through in such a place or afraid because of the pain it will bring to those dear to me.

Either way, I don't want to…

To grow old aloneWhy? Because it is surely going to be bloody lonely or it's just because it's too damn boring to go to bed at night, wake up in the morning, do your stuff all by yourself.

Either way, I don't want to…

RegretI'm afraid of being in a situation thinking, "if only…" Maybe it's because I don't want to miss out on anything or maybe it's because I just don't have the courage to say no.

Either way, I don't want to…
To be fooled… yet againEither because I don't want to subject my heart and my soul to such kind of pain or I'm just afraid to lose my ability to trust.

Either way, I don't want to be…

Snakes, sharks and crocodiles.Just because I've seen too many movies and documentaries, read a lot of news about these creatures eating people like a piece of steak or just because they look pretty horrible to me.

Either way, I don't like them…

The Ocean Because its too vast, too mysterious and I know its beauty kills or because I freak out the moment my feet can't touch the ground due to the fact that I can't swim. Either way, I'm afraid of it…I am afraid of many things. I am afraid because these things are way beyond my control. I believe that there are aspects in my life that I can't do anything about. But for now, I only concentrate on things that I can do something about and leave the things that I can't to SOMEONE who can.