Distant Lover

women always worry about things men forget ,
men always worry bout things women remember,
know wonder we can't come together ,
a man falls in love with his eyes,

a woman through her ears ,
the great divide is oh so clear,
women marry men hoping they will change,
men marry women hoping they stay the same,

a woman vision is deep reaching ,
a mans vision is far reaching,
listen to these words and their meaning,
opposite do attract divided we fall ,
united we can conger all ,

God in all his wisdom made it to be this way,
God knew man and woman had to be opposites,
his reason being they must learn to work as a team,
playing off the strengths of the other,

sad but true man woman have drifted away ,
each living life in their own self imposed isolation ,
to proud to come together for them selfishness rules
bickering self serving motives its all about me


know wonder stalemate often comes about,
in the form of divorce irreconcilable differences,
through inedible disappointment where is atonement,
love is forever the next time i get married it will be.

through sickness and health poorness and wealth .
please if you wish to be with me this you must not forget ,
opposites do attract trust in me you will see ,
i got your front sides and back ,

i am a poet i am a lover,i am a seer ,
i am a pleaser,such a teaser a joker,
a honey spot stroker ,
thats why i am lonely ,

wont compromised if she is to be my wife,
she must be willing to live as one in life,
whats mines is hers what hers is mines,
together we will live our world all about love,

yes it is true all i ever needed in my life ,
was one good woman to do me right,
i got what you need you got what i want,
opposites do attract

Poetry Of The Heart

In Good Hands


David cried for hours, each and every day. No one really knew why… he wasn’t one to talk about personal issues. Those who knew him had no clue, and most thought him to be a bit odd, a loner, one full of emotions; that he was just too soft, and really needed to ‘man up’. They didn’t really know him, though.

It’s too bad, for they may have learned a thing or two about life and love. You might be wondering how I know his story… A young man I know shared it with me; he felt like the story needed to be told, to set the record straight. The following story is true, no matter how far-fetched it may sound; whether you choose to believe it is entirely up to you.

David had been acutely aware of the mystical world since he was very young, having been visited by fairies and taken on journeys into other realms. He learned early on that it was pointless to discuss his adventures, as no one believed him, and he spent so much time in psychiatric hospitals and in counseling sessions, his childhood was very abnormal.

He learned to keep his mouth shut, yet continued his relationships with the fairies and more. In time, he was considered “cured”, and a great poster child for the psychiatric community. He simply outsmarted them, but it took years of living hell for him. Nothing more was ever said, to him or by him, about any of that past as he grew older. He had fallen in love, however, with one of his fairy playmates… and their love grew.

His world, of course, did not even believe such nonsense, and her world was very apprehensive of his kind, yet their love was growing, more and more over the years. The laws of the universe only allowed for one visit per day, either between midnight and noon or noon and midnight, and the time was unlimited during either of those periods of the day, up to twelve hours. Seemed like plenty of time for them to share each others company, yet in reality, it was quite restrictive.

One of the details was that if either of them spent more than the allotted time, the following day it was forbidden to visit. His fairy love’s name was Andrina, and eventually, they could not restrain their passion for each other. They made love, and yes, their passion carried them through midnight to the next day, and that following day was the longest either had ever experienced… From that day on, their time together always seemed too short, and their good-byes were painful, each and every time.

There was something else, too, that weighed heavily on them… Andrina was soon to be with child. In the realm of fairies, when they become pregnant, it is obvious in the first week. There is an unmistakable glow about them, from head to toe, and no amount of covering can contain the glowing. Of course, the fairy realm was well aware of this situation early on, and many discussions were held regarding what the two had done.

Many of David’s visits to Andrina were spent in their high courts, mostly listening to speakers on the subject, about the effects and ramifications of their creation. During these times, the memory of his childhood came back to him, and such times were difficult for him.

Fairies were with child for only three to four months, and the birth of a new fairy was not like the human birthing. The child fairy was nurtured only for two days before able to stand on her own two feet, and within a week they were able to carry on similar to the human world six year old, in fact, this is when they were encouraged to go out and explore.

Anyway, the fairy world embraced David, eventually, and accepted their child with loving kindness. They named her Grace, and David called her Gracie. She was beautiful, and it was obvious early on that she had mostly fairy qualities. Are you getting the picture now? David cried when he was home, in his world, separated from his love and his child… at least half of every day. He had no one with which to share his plight, other than his lover.

Do you know what happens to fairies when they get old? Neither did David, not in the beginning. He found out soon enough though. When a fairy has a child, her cells change dramatically internally, and their aging process speeds up. Andrina was aging much faster than David, and soon it was evident to him, to the point where Andrina had to share with him her fate.

When fairies reach a certain age, those who have given birth, they must fly up into the sky on a full moon night, never to return… they become stars in the sky. So, yes, David had much reason to cry, don’t you think? But that’s not all…


Following Andrina’s voyage of the stars, Gracie and David shared their moments together, still within the same limitations. So David would spend as much time as possible with her, and he put on his best positive attitude during those times.

His worst days were usually following the times he would hold her in his hand and give her a beautiful flower… she so loved flowers, just like her momma, and those moments just filled David with such a sorrowful joy. He could barely contain the tears when they were together, imagine his heart when they were apart… Yes, he spent hours, each and every day… crying.


Oh, the young man who shared this? He was the one Gracie visited in his youth… and she shared everything with him, but that’s another story.

"You Mesmerize Me"

I thought about you Too
Current mood: blessed
Category: Writing and Poetry

I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU TOO
IT FELT LIKE THE RIGHT THING TO DO
THE MORE I THOUGHT
THE MORE I SEEN IT TO BE TRUE
I THOUGHT ABOUT YOUR SMILE,
THAT ALWAYS DRIVES ME WILD
I THOUGHT ABOUT THE WAY YOU LIFT MY MIND
THE JOY YOU BRING IS NEVER HARD TO FIND
YOU FEEL SO CLOSE
EVEN WHEN YOU ARE FAR AWAY
I THINK DAY TO DAY
HOW YOU MAKE MY HEART'S MUSIC PLAY
A MELODY
THAT RIDES A LONG WITH THE SWEET WORDS YOU SAY
I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU SO MANY TIMES
BEFORE THE POEM AND BETWEEN EACH LINE
I THOUGHT OF YOU WITH EACH CHILL YOU SEND UP MY SPINE
I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU
AS I LICKED MY LIPS
YOUR RICH CHOCOLATE, I WOULD SLOWLY SIP
THE WAY YOUR HAND REST ON MY HIP
AS WE WALK A LONG OUR PASSIONATE TRIP
I THOUGHT ABOUT
THE FUNNY WAY YOU WOULD MAKE ME LAUGH
AND THE QUIET MOMMENTS WE WOULD HAVE
ME LAYING IN YOUR ARMS WATCHING TV
A REALITY SHOW, WATCHING US JUST BE
I THOUGHT OF YOU ALSO.... MISSING ME!

"Do You Believe In Love ?"

" REAL LOVE "

True love is tested
True love is best
Love is harder that all the rest
It’s balanced in wisdom
Its judgments are true
It is not just sentimental of heart
Thus, governing love with forgiveness’ glue

Love rebukes
Love brings growth
Love acknowledges what’s good for both
Love weighs “the truth” with event of time
Love, indeed, is “such a good friend” of mine
Though, love must start first from within
It frees the soul from unwanted guilt and sin

Love lives and gives, and humbly receives
It never harbours resentment for lost realities
It makes allowances for faults and frailties
Love loves to recall the best from such tragedies
Love is so contagious
It pulls on the heart-strings to win
Love will always forgive, again and again

Love gives sound boundaries, and security of space
Love give principles, so wise, for posterity’s race
Love is among equals is most often the best
Love’s quite ‘a powerful word’ amidst those of tranquil zest
Love is quite patient, gracious and kind
Although, love for God’s standard is- amore noble find
I hat evil, but even this takes greater courage and love to do
But the wisest of all love- is to “love Wisdom’s best” for you

" Illusion Of The Mind "

Up to me...

There is dissention among my own ranks

I live in a world of blasphemy and confusion

The B R I A N that you see and read

Is often times just an illusion

I decorate my life with bells and whistles

so the masses are immune to the truth

keeping a tight hold on what I am

refusing to allow myself to get used

The choices that I make are ones of need

Not realizing the impact of today

Trying to get up for another tomorrow

Can't imagine I would end up this way

I am not in favor of the person I see

Broken mirrors and shattered dreams

Minute by minute, Hour by hour, Day after day

One long irrelevant exhistance, or so it seems

I don't accept the worries or fears

Although they are noted by those close to me

There is this hole that has been dug

Climbing to the surface, well, that is up to me

"Love Connections"

DISTANT CONNECTION

Being far away from you is not easy,

But i know your always with me

Wherever you maybe.

The way i feel for you is so strong

That i can feel you no matter where you

maybe.

There are times when i'm tired of my life

But i know that there is someone waiting

For me on the other side.

We have been through so many hardships together

And there you thought me that when you truly love

someone you just don't give up

But stick together no matter what.

You told me that we are not two but one

And being apart from you made me realize

What you actually meant.

This is the distant connection i have with you...

I hear you nomatter where you are.

"Poetic Majesty"

MAJESTIC

See how she makes me smile
Without doubt or comparison she resides In men’s hearts
A world apart like common nonsense to your troubled art
She is beauty

For sweetness is a fragrance that resides in her radiance
Like knowledge’s wisdom she is the truth within them
A kingdom refined in loves ointment
The black empress indeed my one true mistress

Poetic verses align to applaud such a creation
A masterpiece, indeed more than breath for she is spirit and heart
Substantial elevation like a thought in flight
Her wicked pen squirts unquestionable truth

Wise princess numbing men’s weak senses
Her only weakness is her tongues pureness

From past prophecies to modern realities
Fragmented from these scrolls so bear witness

Testimonies from minds that align with the ancients
Read the lies and made the strong confess
Who am I to object or come close to this
I observe from a distance

Read her choreographed movements in random moments

A true poet
What is her weakness?

I search her hearts contents only to find defeat in my nuisance

The worthless made worth it

Indeed she needs to hear these praises
For her smile sanitises the madness and lights the darkness
Her verbs aromas environments like incense

The enlightened sense the truths in this
So I live by your teachings to express loves true meaning
‘The lost king to be united through the queens offspring

Shocking the world as the truth comes in the open ’ (lol)
From united lips tongues now confessing

You really are
A majestic poet in everything

"AGELESS"

Forever young

The heart stays forever young
It bounds over the fields of it's youth
Where time held no boundaries
And the cares of life were nonexistent

*~~*

Where each day was an adventure
Out into a bright world of promise.
We could spin our hopes and dreams
And believe they would come true.

*~~*

The harsh realities of adulthood come
And pain and disappointments befall us.
With time it fades into the recesses of our forgetfulness
Where we don't have to return.

*~~*

We hold our precious memories close inside our heart
And let our dreams gallop onward
Through meadows and brooks;
Soaring high above our pain.

*~~*

A fountain of youth springs forth
Washing over the scars in our heart and soul....
A balm never letting the heart grow old.

****~~****

"Expressive Eyes"

"Look Into My Eyes"

They infected in her soul

A malicious disease to hate

What she loves most

Her pride of being unique,

Was judged accordingly,

To their grammars

Of being characteristically misunderstood punctuation

They forgot that she is an extraordinary woman

Who needs no Dick to rationalize her emotions?

Nor Tom to try and fulfill her aspirations

And not even Harry to make her

A phenomenal woman

They are just in her eyes the passing sun rays

Of the rain droplets caressing her soul

With the strength to be justly judged as a phenomenal woman

And be trialed by those who believe innocence doesn't exist

In their dreams of wanting her naked and bare

But it is her love remembered

By us who remembers our ex's,

Axed by our inability to have patience

Strongly bonded in time to remind us

We have lost our own redeemed minds.

By failing to listen why we respond to a prayer

That blesses those we hate the most

With greatest passion of forgetting

The ones we simply love.

"My Life , My Pains & My Joys"

++++++++sO u rEacHed hEre++++++++++
+++oK nOw 'll teLl u lil aBt mE+++++

I have my own goals to achieve,
I have my own destination to reach,
No matter how hard it seems,
I have my own world to conquer.

Till yesterday I had someone to wait for,
Today I have my own path to tread,
Till yesterday I had faith in someone,
Today I cud only trust myself.

Its my fight, fight for Existence,
That I have to carry on,
I've understood the bitter part of life,
The pain of parting and being alone.

In this conquest for a world of my own,
I have left the memories behind,
Memories for which I shed tears,
Wanna start a new journey,
Towards a new Horizon,
Where all my dreams turn to reality.

Those darkest periods of disbeliefs are gone,
paving way to bright daylight of life,
Alighting the new path of hopes and dreams,
of a future filled with happiness in loneliness...

This is time when old is to be forgotten,
and new ones to be embraced,
new dreams and this new chance,
I have to excel from here..for myself.

Its the time to think about,
about a world of my own,
how to make it and how to use it,
to stand up alone and to prove myself...

What was life till now?
I don't know,
But how will life turn on me from now,
That I do Know,
coz I learned to tackle, all the games played by life.....
coz I learned............to live


I may not be there in your
happiness,
But, I will be there when your
heart will ache.
I may not be with you when there's
a sunny day
But I will be there when you are alone
in gloomy one.


I won't be there when
you will laugh,
But be sure that I will be there when
you will cry.
Not to assure you but to
cry with you.
I may not be able to give you
all happiness,
But I won't leave you when
there's sad.


I may not be able to fulfill all
your needs,
But I won't make you
feel bad.
I may not be there when your
life is excited,
But be sure I will be there when
you are depressed.


Not to assure you but to give you
the inspiration,
I may not be there in front of you when
I need you.
But I will be there in front of you when
you need me.

My Undying Love

Strange Feelings

It's still a mystery what connects us

What brings me this feeling that i can't even describe

A craving , a weakness that when you are near

all i want to do is run to you,hold you tight & never let go

Strange emotion that keeps haunting me whenever i go

Even i hide i think i can't escape this feelings that is wild

I wanna kiss u everytime i got a chance , i don't want to escape

I want to be locked with you in a place where only you & me

A place where i can be yours & you can be mine

I love you so much more than the words that i can utter

Hold me , Hold me don't ever let go...

Because i can run , i can escape from you but i cannot lie

You are the man of my dreams, You are the soul of my heart

I never wanted any other man but you...

If the love is real,let it be

because loving you is my fuel for living...

Missing You

HOW CAN I

How can i leave you
When my heart say you stay..
How can i forget you
When my heart longs for you..
How can i say i can live w/ out you..
You are my life....
How hard it is to forget someone..
That makes half of your life
missing...
You are my life...
You are my LOVE
You are my everything...

"Words"

I Love You is More than words

When I tell you I love you do you hear or feel?
Yes you heard me, but does your heart know its real?
We can all speak these words without a single thought
But words are only words without the love we were taught

Don’t just speak you must express and show
Love needs to be fed with effort if it’s to grow
”I love you”, is way to easy to just say
You must show it, in every single way

Little thoughtful surprises or flowers for no reason
Could be for a Monday or the change of a season
There’s no better reward then to see her smile
If the love is returned I can do this for awhile

To love with all your heart can never be wrong
It will bring happiness, like and everlasting love song
True love is something to hold and keep forever
I would never sell, not even for a priceless treasure

Please accept what I have to give
It’s a happy life I want to live
I can make you happy and love you so
Once we embrace we’ll never let go

Passion

The unknown can be so passionate and erotic
To think of the possibilities is totally exotic
Who are you? And why do you make me pant?
We haven’t even met, think straight? No I can’t!

Do looks really matter if you have a mental connection?
I don’t think so, as long as there is mutual affection
My mind is entranced by the thought of passion
A passion leaving me breathless, my hearts crashing

Crashing in a good way like a school boys crush
An amazing feeling I will savor, no need to rush
An enigma she is, as my mind rages out of control
I need to explore her and I may just feel whole

I’m feeling euphoric and not of a chemical kind
Its true inner feelings that have conquered my mind
I’m so enthralled by what I have seen and read
Thoughts are not clear, they just swarm my head

Ill leave this up to fate if fate actually exists
It won’t be hard to tell, depends on if she persists
Passion and hope can bring a man to his knees
But for now. If your out there. Tell me please

"Place Where I Can Be At Home"

U n t i t l e d

I found you
at dawn in May,not where
hedges grow in green.

Blind forefinger danced
A bit, behind the shadows
Of words in between….

You ride with ancestors might
Reluctantly I glanced
At those eyes that speak so right.

Shall I dress the naked truth?
Will your eyes melt like snow
On my palm when they
Find the thief that stole my youth?

I found you
At noon in June not when
The rain touches the ground

cloaked heart held the cloud,
Covered your raw footprints,
A crouch, to guard your footfalls
Though faint they may sound.

"Love Is Never Planned"

When Love Is an Affliction

When love is an affliction,
There's not much one can do.
Despite the way you've treated me,
I'm still in love with you.

I am the wave and you the rock
Against which I must break:
Again, again the crushing jolt,
The pain I can't forsake;

Again, again the long retreat
To safety, far from shore,

And then again, I don't know why,
The long trip back for more.
Perhaps it is nostalgia for
A long uncertain glow,
Or just some hope so beautiful
I cannot let it go.

Perhaps it is the need to try
For those who must depend
On who we are and what we do,
For whom this should not end.

What evil makes you hurt me so,
What defect of the heart?
What sense there is no greater whole
Of which you are a part?
What lonely choice that only you

Be served by what you choose?
What hard, hard fear of losing what
It is a gift to lose?

I dream sometimes my waiting love
Has made you turn again.

But you care only for yourself,
And I must love in vain.