"i adore you"

i love you but i can't afford you

i love you but i can't afford you

but oh my god how i adore you

try as i may i could never floor you

i love you but i can't afford you

in a world so full of strifeyou light up my fucking life

i bone up at the sound of your voice

i love it when you give me no other choice

i love you but i can't afford you

still i could never abhor you

do i talk too much or do i bore you

i love you but i can't afford you

you push me beyond my weakness

like a horse competing in the preakness

i bone up at the sound of your name

but i love to play your youthful game

i love you but i can't afford you

you've done more for me than i for you

every word that i say is true

i love you but i can't afford you

all you got to do is crack that smile

and you've spell-bounded me for a while

i bone up at the touch of your hand

and when our souls touch we understand

i love you but i can't afford you

but oh my god how i adore you

try as i may i could never floor you

i love you but i can't afford you

"You Mesmerize Me"

I thought about you Too
Current mood: blessed
Category: Writing and Poetry

I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU TOO
IT FELT LIKE THE RIGHT THING TO DO
THE MORE I THOUGHT
THE MORE I SEEN IT TO BE TRUE
I THOUGHT ABOUT YOUR SMILE,
THAT ALWAYS DRIVES ME WILD
I THOUGHT ABOUT THE WAY YOU LIFT MY MIND
THE JOY YOU BRING IS NEVER HARD TO FIND
YOU FEEL SO CLOSE
EVEN WHEN YOU ARE FAR AWAY
I THINK DAY TO DAY
HOW YOU MAKE MY HEART'S MUSIC PLAY
A MELODY
THAT RIDES A LONG WITH THE SWEET WORDS YOU SAY
I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU SO MANY TIMES
BEFORE THE POEM AND BETWEEN EACH LINE
I THOUGHT OF YOU WITH EACH CHILL YOU SEND UP MY SPINE
I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU
AS I LICKED MY LIPS
YOUR RICH CHOCOLATE, I WOULD SLOWLY SIP
THE WAY YOUR HAND REST ON MY HIP
AS WE WALK A LONG OUR PASSIONATE TRIP
I THOUGHT ABOUT
THE FUNNY WAY YOU WOULD MAKE ME LAUGH
AND THE QUIET MOMMENTS WE WOULD HAVE
ME LAYING IN YOUR ARMS WATCHING TV
A REALITY SHOW, WATCHING US JUST BE
I THOUGHT OF YOU ALSO.... MISSING ME!

"Fairytale Love Affair"

My idea of love? Where do I start?

We all get trapped inside the ho-hum existence of every day life. We go to work to earn a living. We have children who take up a large part of our lives. We have friends and sometimes find that we are spreading ourselves too thin. No matter how tired we are, no matter how stressed we are, no matter how much our agenda holds...we make time.

Work is hard and brings many daily stresses to all of our lives. That's inevitable. Children require all of our attention. That's inevitable. Friends are many, for some, and to make time to maintain our friendships can sometimes be very exhausting...but we do it, because we want friends. That's inevitable. In my world...LOVE should be the same.

To have a partner is a commitment that is entirely above and beyond the inevitable. Maintaining a relationship is an exhausting effort and sometimes becomes so powerful that we feel powerless.

To love is to comfort and hold constantly. To love is to want uncontrollably and so passionately that it seems impossible. To love is every chance you get without friends, family, or children, to be together embracing every moment of togetherness, alone...without others.

Don't take your eyes off me. Remember that I feel alone. Know that I need. Be certain that I want.

You're tired. I am tired but I will make that time, because I love you.

Touch me for no reason. Kiss me because you can. Make love to me because there is time and not because you feel like it.

Don't leave me alone with my thoughts but know when to give me my space. Understand that there is nothing in the world I would rather have than for you to be in my arms.

Love starts with passion and ends because that passion is forgotten. It takes more work than most human beings are capable of and is so easily written off as irreconcilable differences...when all it takes, sometimes, is a hand reaching out to hold yours.

Life makes us so busy that we forget about the small things that make us happy. Well...what makes some of us happy. We wrap ourselves in our every day hussle and before you know it...love slips from our hands. It's not that we want it to happen...it just does. We forget to try. Not you, not me...but we.

Look into my eyes every chance you get. Reach out to hold my hand every chance you get. Touch me every chance you get. Kiss me every chance you get. When the few and far between chance comes along that we are able to share a night alone...don't let that moment pass by without something.

Is my idea of love too much? Maybe my fairytale is asking for more than what is real...I don't think so but I could be wrong.

A simple touch, a simple kiss, a simple hug, a simple hand to hold...

I want the fairytale.

Thoughts from my mind to yours...

Meeting Of Two Minds

When I sit back and think about the next big day for Lovers—Valentines Day; it made me think and think hard…

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Life is hard, but Love is even harder…I got to thinking about every girlfriend….every heartbreak…that led me to be the man that I am today…

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I was made to love you…....

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To let you know without a shadow of a doubt that I got your back…good and bad.

To let you know that I am the man to keep the house running…like a REAL man should…to make sure that when you go to bed, you can lay your head on that pillow and sleep without a worry…

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I will remember our first date…....

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The time, the place…the conversation…what we ate…where we went…you will know that it wasn’t just about getting close to you…but to fully understand you in time and this was the first step

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My lips to kiss you…....

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You will know that with every one that we share that ‘I Love You!!” you will feel it in my embrace no matter how long or short…

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With every peck or tongue lashing that we do …our Love grows stronger…and stronger and I will not let anyone or anything break us or tear us apart

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My eyes to see you…

I remember the first time I saw you…your skin how it glowed…your walk; how the confidence showed…the swagger that you had…I knew I had seen royalty with my very own eyes…and I had to take the steps to get you in mine…failure was not an option

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You are the music in me…....

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I used to think the words ‘Once upon a time’ were only in fairy tales…

A single voice that makes your heart sing when you speak…

I can’t explain why it happens, but it does…

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It’s like I knew you were coming into my life before it happened…....

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I awake every morning knowing that you will be here…no one was put on this earth to be alone…for what ever reason we have not met yet; but I know that day is coming and coming soon…with every click of the clock…as every minute…hour and day goes by…we are closer to being together..

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When one door closes another one opens…....

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Don’t ever think it’s over because when one Love doesn’t work out…it is all in the big picture…you are taking steps to be helplessly in love with the person that is meant for you…you have to go thru the bad….to get to the good

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Live…Laugh…and Love…....

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If you live your life for today and stop worrying about things you have no control over…you will be happier…

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If you take the time to laugh, then half of your worries about life and love will dissolve with the laughter that comes out of you…

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Love will then find you because you are not looking for it…it will find you and faster than you could have ever imagined…

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Happy Valentine’s Day from me to you!!!

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Always yours and humbled

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Dark Chocolate

" My Valentine "

" To my Valentine, if ever you exists... "

The course of true love never did run smooth

Wondering in my thoughts,

I keep asking myself..
what are the chances we would be sharing love

before the night was through..

So long as I can breathe or I can see ...

so long lives your love which gives life to me

I saw you in my dreams and something in your eyes was so inviting..

or was it your smile which was exciting..

nevertheless something in my heart told me I must have you...

Love is the most beautiful of dreams and the worst of nightmares
Here we are, two lonely people so far apart..

Oh my valentine, why are you so far away?

It has been such a long time since

I have been on my quest for you and as each Valentine day passes by,

I sit hereand let my thought wander in the wild for you...

For the things I have never said to anyone,

I only wish you were sitting beside me and

I could finally tell them to you.

My bounty is as deep as the sea,

My love as deep; the more I give to you,

The more I have, for both are infinite

Oh my Valentine,you're the sun that lights up my sky

the wind that keeps me cool

on a hot summer day and sweet incense

that keeps me on a natural high.

I wake up every morning thinking of you

I go to sleep thinking the same thing too

Throughout the day you're on my mind

Twenty-four-seven you make me blind

Blind to everything but emotion

Your heart swallowed me like it was an ocean

And I was the victim of not pain but of pleasure
The night is nearly through..

And there is no you...

I love you my valentine

I always will...

"Forever Love"

I'VE FOUND MY TRUE AND FOREVER LOVE!!!

HOW TO SAY THIS, I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO START
I FOUND MY SOME ONE SPECIAL, THE KEEPER OF MY HEART
CAN'T DESCRIBE THE FEELING, CAN'T EXPRESS THE JOY
THE LOVE THAT I HAVE FOR THIS AMAZING BOY
THIS PERSON I PLAN TO SPEND ALL ETERNITY WITH AND LONGER
I CAN'T IMAGINE MY FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE BEING ANY STRONGER
MY WAY OF LIFE AND MY WORLD SO STRANGE
HAS BEGUN TO TURN TWIST AND CHANGE
MY FIRE HAS NEVER BURNED BRIGHTER
HEART BEAT NEVER FASTER
MY SEARCH IS FINALLY OVER
I'VE FOUND MY HAPPY EVER AFTER
FOREVER AND ALWAYS I CHOOSE TO LOVE YOU
MY ONE AND ONLY!!!!! NEVER LEAVE YOUR SIDE
CAUSE I'M NOT A QUITTER I'M A FIGHTER!!!

"In My Eyes"

She is Beautiful

She is beautiful, So very beautiful.
Just like a Winter's shining landscape.
As delicate as the petals of a daisy.
And as freely as a eagle soaring against the blue.

Her eyes are mysterious at the calm blue sea.
Everything about her is so very precious,
More precious than all the gems in the world.
Her soul is the essence of the sky and the earth.
Her feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode.
Her smile is the smile of lost innocence.

Pain vibrates deep inside of her gentle heart.
A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of her mind,
A mind with many roads as the world has.
I look at her and i see a pure truth,
Like looking at a clear night sky,
Millions of stars twinkle within her.

She is beauty as i defined it.
She is perfect, her imperfections make her so.
She is my best friend, and i love her,
I love her although, not because.

And i would give up all these things which i think are pretty,
If only i could hold her beauty within me,
For she is everything in my world,
And i have found a world in her.

"You're The Sweetest Thing"

~Sweetest thing i ever known~


As i walked the streets thinking of love
I stumbled across a poetry club.
I just went in to use the phone.
I saw u there all alone.
The sweetest thing i ever known.

You seemed to be nervous, as this was your first
time on the microphone.
Yet,your words were bold and strong.
me being a inspiring poet i decide to stay and listen
a little,not knowing i would fall for her like i did.

It seemed like a nice place relaxed setting,good music,
candles at the tables to set the mood and beautiful
women "obviously"so i planed to come back next weekend
hoping you would read again and so i could meet you.

So Saturday night came yearning for your name
i sat in the corner and waited for you to read.
As other poets read i see her getting her poem ready.
I could not stop staring at her 5-7 sexy frame as she
walked to the stage.Jill Scott plays low over the speaker
"lets take a long walk" But as you recite your sensual
poem my patents grows short but my heart grows fonder.
longing for your attention at the end of the night i enter
my name for next Saturdays poetry reading.
Thinking i can reach you better with my words.

Saturday night is hear,i look for you among the people
making sure i make eye contact with you while i read
so you know that i was talking to you.

As i began to read
she was "The sweetest thing i ever known"
with your caramel body tone.
You give me chills down my spine
you stimulate my mind
you give me butter flies
What are this feelings
a "Symptom unknown"
your status unknown
but your poetry
is like "Flowatree Ms."
elevating my mind to imaginative thought
knowing "I wont to go there with you"
its just "The essences of you"
that gives me "Every breath i breathe"
you know i need u in my life.
So i leave it in your hands
You take control as we talk the
night away never thinking,
I would feel "A love like this"

"Soul Connections"

From My Soul To Yours

From My Soul To Yours

Explore the worlds
From my soul to yours
Open the doors
Till you come to the sands

Lay in shades
Of the bravest waves
Let the bubbling dreams
Tickle your feet
Follow gentle smoke strands

Though I am a million miles south
We are both one breath exhaled by the sky
Open your mouth and speak me
Breathe me like a sun touched delicacy
Believe in me like a precious childhood memory

Run backwards
Through daily chores
Surrender to the adventure
From my soul to yours

If you ever start to suffer sugar
Pour the river in your coffee
Drink yourself down stream
Before you can function in reality
You must stand firm in your dreams

Tilt your edges
Like rust is your lover
Discover the beauty of yourself
Hidden in another
The journey which has searching for each other
Is only the love we are yet to uncover

"Too Late?"

when it is too late?

When is it too late, when love decides to no longer wait?
You go on for so long, not wanting to believe we belong.
For years you carry that weight, turning your back on Fate.
Perhaps I was wrong, but I still only want to sing your song.

You go on for so long, not wanting to believe we belong,
wondering what is true…when to quit….what to pursue.
Perhaps I was wrong, but I still only want to sing your song.
Hear the music calling you; what does your heart say to do?

Wondering what is true…when to quit….what to pursue...
the questions plague me, and my heart and head disagree.
Hear the music calling you; what does your heart say to do?
It’s a lonesome place to be, waiting within a silent plea.

The questions plague me, and my heart and head disagree.
Battle scarred from long ago, not sure how to let go.
It’s a lonesome place to be, waiting within a silent plea,
and before you know, you’re at the end with nothing to show.

Battled scarred from long ago, not sure how to let go. For so long you carry the weight, turning your back on Fate, and before you know, you’re at the end with nothing to show. When is it too late, when love decides to no longer wait?

"Soul Connections"

Sometimes we make each other cry
Sometimes we're locked inside the prisons of our pride
Sometimes we break each others heart with the words we say
Let anger get in the way too many times

Sometimes we search this world for gold
When all we really need is just a hand to hold
Sometimes we let the greatest treasure just slip away
With words we forget to say too many times

But always after all
Love is all that matters
After everything
One thing remains the same
One thing we cannot change

We all have one heart
And one heart needs another
Love is all that matters
It matters after all

After all that we've been through
It comes down to one simple truth
You need me, I need you
'cause love is all that matters
It matters after all....

"Wild Emotions"

A Passion Never Forgotten

relax, sit down & take this journey with me
imagine all those things your eyes burn 2 see

the reasons why ur heart rapidly beats strong
the gases & fumes ur lungs depend on

textures ur fingers need to caress & explore
only those flavor ur palate forever longs for

the memories that make butterflies in ur gut shiver
all the erotic actions that make ur lips quiver

how great it is to see these images circles in ur mind
intense desire & emotions make all my senses blind

amazed @ at the eruption of this volcanic collage
for some moments, again, I am within this mirage

together sharing it all, filled with ur every emotion
an open house to the secret equations to ur love potion

happily knowing I am special & I deserved to see
but I have a slight problem.... In this, I can't find me

confusingly searching, knowing I had to be there
everything I see, described me & the times we shared

this trip was so similar to the one in my mind
I was never what u really desired is what I begin to find

I see u got the only thing u wanted with lies & slime
pretending I was the one u needed, that should be a crime

sweet talk, patience & gentleness all hid ur grime
I was to be the map of this journey, what waste of time

"One Path , One Destiny"

"Destined"

Staring at you...
Euphoric...
The aura of comfort I feel
with just one glimpse
darling, I'm coming home
it's been too long
To have never been in your presence...
but to know that i have...
oh, I'm coming home
when I'm there, let me permanently
etch on your walls...
leave my mark...to know that I am
forever yours...
engulf me...let me sleep...let me
dream and wake up with you.
let me eat the grass you're cradled on
let me drink the water you leak
let me hold your animals...my pets
I'm on my way - you're in my sight
pull me closer - I'll spend the night
it's my destiny - to live in you
to die with you, oh - my destiny

"The Asian Girl"

A Few Things I Love About My Girl!!!!!

These are a few of the things that i love about you......I love the way you look, i love the way you cook, i love that look on your face when your reading a book. I love that mole on your face because it's in the right place, i love to kiss you wherever you want me simply cuz i love your taste. I love your hair when it's curled, i love your hair when it's straight, i love it short i love it long i even love it in braids. I even love when you sing, even tho you be off key, i love your imperfections that's why i think your scar is sexy. I love how you wear your threads, especially wearing a dress, and when you take it off...that's when you turn me on. I even love when your gone cuz i love how you sound on the phone. I love the way you love me girl, i love it that your all my own. Girl i sing to you to tell you the reasons why i love you. It's just a few things. These are a few of the things that i love about you......I love the way you walk, i love the way you talk. I love the things you are, especially the things your not. I love the thing that you do, i love this new attitude. I love when your in the mood, makes me say ooh ooh ooh. I love you cuz your my boo, i love that you love me too. There's no other way to say it, I love you. "I don't have a girl but this is what i wrote about my X"

-Anthony Harrell-

Love Quotes 4 u...!!

Love Is In The Air

"Love is an ideal thing, marriage a real thing." - Goethe"

To be in love is merely to be in a state of perceptual anesthesia." - H.L. Mencken"

Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more." - Erica Jong"

Sometimes love is stronger than a man's convictions." - Isaac Bashevis Singer"

Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness." - Oliver Wendell Holmes"

Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it." - Robert Mitchum"

Love stretches your heart and makes you big inside." - Margaret Walker"

Love has no awareness of merit or demerit; it has no scale... Love loves; this is its nature." - Howard Thurman"Love is like war: Easy to begin but hard to end." - Anonymous"

Where love is, no room is too small." - Talmud"

Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." - Mark Twain"

Love is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day." - Nicholas Sparks"

To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven." - Karen Sunde"A love song is just a caress set to music." - Sigmund Romberg"

Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit." - Peter Ustinov"

Love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever." - unknown"

Love is the only sane and satisfactory answer to the problem of human existence." - Erich Fromm"

In the final analysis, love is the only reflection of man's worth." - Bill Wundram, Iowa Quad Cities Times"

Love doesn't make the world go round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile." - Elizabeth Browning"

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down."- Woody Allen

"Cherish All Things That May Come"

Think Of This;

Imagine this: In your hands is a very precious creation so fragile, so valuable that if you keep on holding it, it either stay or fall apart.But you loved this creature so much that letting it go would be comparable to letting go of your life as well, so much that sometimes you wished it would always be there, so much that you tend to be selfish so as you could make it stay for as long as you want.

There comes a time in our lives that a chance upon someone "so nice" and "almost perfect" and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attached to that person (sometimes even without realizing it!). This feeling soon becomes a part of our daily lives and eventually guzzles our thoughts and actions to the extent that we dagged it as one of those "too good to be true" things.

Then in our desperate attempt to get closer, our efforts are still futile and we still feel sorry for ourselves. One person once said, "Never let your heart run your life. As much as you can always be sensible and let your mind speak for itself.

Try to listen not merely on what your feelings are evoking but more importantly listen to reason as well. "Letting go of someone doesn't necessarily mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow the person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back.

Letting go is not just letting the other person free "in the real sense of it," but it is also setting yourself free from all animosities, hostility and resentments that was long kept in your heart. You have to let go because the bitterness often diminishes the strength and weakens the little hope left, making our lives more miserable than ever.

If i lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow. If i lose love that doesn't mean i failed in love, probably it was another mismatch in heaven. No love can hurt as much as the love that can never be....and no thoughts can hurt as much as the thought of a love that could have been.

"AGELESS"

Forever young

The heart stays forever young
It bounds over the fields of it's youth
Where time held no boundaries
And the cares of life were nonexistent

*~~*

Where each day was an adventure
Out into a bright world of promise.
We could spin our hopes and dreams
And believe they would come true.

*~~*

The harsh realities of adulthood come
And pain and disappointments befall us.
With time it fades into the recesses of our forgetfulness
Where we don't have to return.

*~~*

We hold our precious memories close inside our heart
And let our dreams gallop onward
Through meadows and brooks;
Soaring high above our pain.

*~~*

A fountain of youth springs forth
Washing over the scars in our heart and soul....
A balm never letting the heart grow old.

****~~****

"Listen To Your Heart"

THE HEART KNOWS...

Go where the heart longs to go
Don't pay attention to the feet that want to stay rooted
Go where the mind wants to explore

Don't worry about the hands that still want to hold on

Go where your gut is fearful to go
Don't let your body sit in one place
Go where your heart knows it should go

Listen to your Heart
You cannot listen to what others want you to do.

You must listen to yourself

Society, Family, Friends
and loved ones do not know what you must do.

Only you know and only you can do what is right for you.

When you can look back on a day and find within it

even one warm memory or a single touching story,

you've paid attention to your heart.

That's worth whatever time it took.

"Love Connections"

When our eyes first met

It was August 2001 and I was signing my then 4 year old daughter out of school since she had stayed after for Pom & Cheer. This was her very first year and we were new at the school and so I was fumbling, trying to figure out the exact protocol to collect my child, while also balancing a one year old on my hip and a huge mommy purse over my other shoulder. I could feel heavy eyes upon me, and I turned sensing that I was being stared at.

He was standing across the room, just staring at me, a fact he made no attempt to hide when I turned around and caught him. He just smiled wickedly. He was also waiting for his daughter to finish Pom & Cheer, and still, he kept staring. I blushed, and looked at the ground uncomfortably, trying to pull away from his gaze, wondering what I had done to get the attention from such a handsome man. It was probably because I was so tall or because I'm obviously so clumsy and lost, or I must have peanut butter on me somewhere again.

I was married with a 4 year old and a 1 year old so it never occurred to me… it just didn't occur to me at all why he was looking at me. I recognized him though, I felt like I was looking at someone I had known for all eternity, someone that it would be more than natural to walk up to and talk to like we were the best of friends. And still, he watched me.

I was becoming more and more uncomfortable with his attention, he smiled at me, and I automatically smiled back and then immediately turned to face away from him. So he walked over to the sign out sheet, ran his finger down the page, found my name, and looked up at me and smiled again on purpose! And now he knew my name too. I wanted to fade right into the wall.

I wondered what kind of karma I had with this man. What would our connection be? Why did I feel such a strong pull towards him? Why had he suddenly appeared in my life? I was a very nerdy, stay at home mom and never got attention from any men at all. And certainly, I hadn't been interested in anyone new in years.

Four years later after Anthony made love to me for the very first time and I lay naked in his arms pressed up against his chest, he would recount every single detail of that moment that he first saw me. How he watched me walk in the door. How I was wearing jeans and a cropped white tank top that showed off my pierced belly button and all he wanted to do was run his hands over my bare stomach. How I had bleached blond hair and he couldn't wait to run his fingers though it. How he knew at that moment that I belonged to him, and it was only a matter of time. All he had to do was be patient. He said he also noticed the ring on my finger, but thought it was ridiculous since I was going to be his. He said that he knew at that moment that I was the one for him. I already belonged to him.

For me the moment was a few weeks later, September 20th, 2001. That was when he put his hand on my shoulder to get me to turn around, and asked me a question. It felt like electricity shot from his hand all down my body. Overwhelmed, I accidentally stood much too close to him, but he didn't move away.

He finally had the nerve to speak to me and came up with a good excuse, but I barely heard a thing he was saying since the magnetism between us was unlike anything I had ever felt before. In that moment that he first touched me, I knew. He was asking me about the shirt I was wearing to support a 9/11 charity, somehow I offered to drive an hour across town and buy some for him.

When I got into my van I just sat there trying to wake myself up and figure out what had happened. I was holding his business card and $200 in cash in my hand and I had never even told him my name, but his was on the card. Who does that? I drove across town to pick up the shirts; my best friend from High School ran the charity. She wanted me to call Anthony and thank him for the donation. I said, "NO WAY, I can't even speak to him. He gets me all excited. I am going to end up with that man." She looked at me like I had two heads and said, "But you're married."I said, "Yeah, that's the part I haven't figured out yet." That was 2001.

It would be another six weeks till we would discover that we had just purchased the last two houses on the same street and would be next door neighbors. We were both moving in the same exact week. We would also find out that this wasn't the first time we were neighbors. We lived near each other at the same time in college, and in 1998 we lived in the same apartment complex in units that were facing each other for the exact same months. Phoenix is a huge city, so it was more than unusual that we had been neighbors so many times. It was as if some force, or God, or the universe, was purposely putting us in each other's paths so we could find each other.
In 2005 my husband and I decided to divorce.

Much to my amazement, the day after he moved out, Anthony called to talk to my ex. I told him he would have to call the office, because my husband moved out since we were getting divorced. Turns out that Anthony was newly single too. He was in St. Louis on business, but he would be home soon, and he wanted to see me. On September 25th, 2005, four years after he first saw me, he kissed me for the very first time. I swear I saw fireworks, got all weak in the knees, and all most fainted. That was the first time anyone had ever made me feel that way by kissing me, I thought that sorta silly phenomenon only happened in movies where they were being dramatic and mushy.

I don't think two people ever wanted each other so badly.

This week, almost three years later, we couldn't find time to meet so I could drop stuff off to him. I argued that I only need 30 seconds to hand him things. He said he required much more than thirty seconds to see me. I said,

"Come on, you can't see me for just a few seconds?"Anthony said, "No way, when I look at you, or get close to you, I want you just as much as the very first day I saw you seven years ago. I have to touch you. I have to kiss you. I can't help myself. Tell me you can see me and not want to touch me?"He's right of course.

I can't see him with out wanting to be pressed right up against him. When I am with him, I don't want to be anywhere else on Earth, and I feel like I'm home. Each time he kisses me it's like the very first time. Each time he text messages me, I'm a giggly as a teenager with a bad case of puppy love!

I wrote this blog a few months ago in response to a few other bloggers who wrote on whether or not they believed in LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. I countered that I did because it has impacted my life quite significantly.

Do you believe in LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT???

Why?

"My Dream Is You"

I love everything about you
There's no one else like youIt's amazing how I feel when

I'm around you
What did you do to make me fall in love with you?

With you I'm so happy
We're perfect for each other
I feel like we're meant to be

Don't you think?

I wouldn't know what to do without your love
You are the only reason why I smile
You have made my world whole
You are my everything

I love youI need you
Don't let me go
But if you want someone else, please let me know
You are the owner of my heart
Just promise me you won't break it ever again

I'm all yours and

I'm glad to say that you're all mine

Please never leave me
I wouldn't know what to do
Just promise me you won't
cause there's no one else like you
I’m so happy I want to cryJust the fact that

I’m with my dream girl
Your perfect in everyway
I prayed for someone like you

And God sent you my way
I’m wide-awake thinking of you

You must be an angel
There’s no other explanation
These feelings are real

Not just flirtationI love being with you
Just watching the starsIs so romantic with you
I don’t care what anyone else has to say

It’s just you and me
Forever I pray

I’m crying myself to sleep thinking of you.
These are tears of happiness

Its amazing how one person can transform your life
You’re all I want.

Loving You Every Second ,Every Minute & Every Hour Of My Life..............

You are my dream....My Love...My Life......Only You my French Fries.....