Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Poetry Of The Heart


In Good Hands


David cried for hours, each and every day. No one really knew why… he wasn’t one to talk about personal issues. Those who knew him had no clue, and most thought him to be a bit odd, a loner, one full of emotions; that he was just too soft, and really needed to ‘man up’. They didn’t really know him, though.

It’s too bad, for they may have learned a thing or two about life and love. You might be wondering how I know his story… A young man I know shared it with me; he felt like the story needed to be told, to set the record straight. The following story is true, no matter how far-fetched it may sound; whether you choose to believe it is entirely up to you.

David had been acutely aware of the mystical world since he was very young, having been visited by fairies and taken on journeys into other realms. He learned early on that it was pointless to discuss his adventures, as no one believed him, and he spent so much time in psychiatric hospitals and in counseling sessions, his childhood was very abnormal.

He learned to keep his mouth shut, yet continued his relationships with the fairies and more. In time, he was considered “cured”, and a great poster child for the psychiatric community. He simply outsmarted them, but it took years of living hell for him. Nothing more was ever said, to him or by him, about any of that past as he grew older. He had fallen in love, however, with one of his fairy playmates… and their love grew.

His world, of course, did not even believe such nonsense, and her world was very apprehensive of his kind, yet their love was growing, more and more over the years. The laws of the universe only allowed for one visit per day, either between midnight and noon or noon and midnight, and the time was unlimited during either of those periods of the day, up to twelve hours. Seemed like plenty of time for them to share each others company, yet in reality, it was quite restrictive.

One of the details was that if either of them spent more than the allotted time, the following day it was forbidden to visit. His fairy love’s name was Andrina, and eventually, they could not restrain their passion for each other. They made love, and yes, their passion carried them through midnight to the next day, and that following day was the longest either had ever experienced… From that day on, their time together always seemed too short, and their good-byes were painful, each and every time.

There was something else, too, that weighed heavily on them… Andrina was soon to be with child. In the realm of fairies, when they become pregnant, it is obvious in the first week. There is an unmistakable glow about them, from head to toe, and no amount of covering can contain the glowing. Of course, the fairy realm was well aware of this situation early on, and many discussions were held regarding what the two had done.

Many of David’s visits to Andrina were spent in their high courts, mostly listening to speakers on the subject, about the effects and ramifications of their creation. During these times, the memory of his childhood came back to him, and such times were difficult for him.

Fairies were with child for only three to four months, and the birth of a new fairy was not like the human birthing. The child fairy was nurtured only for two days before able to stand on her own two feet, and within a week they were able to carry on similar to the human world six year old, in fact, this is when they were encouraged to go out and explore.

Anyway, the fairy world embraced David, eventually, and accepted their child with loving kindness. They named her Grace, and David called her Gracie. She was beautiful, and it was obvious early on that she had mostly fairy qualities. Are you getting the picture now? David cried when he was home, in his world, separated from his love and his child… at least half of every day. He had no one with which to share his plight, other than his lover.

Do you know what happens to fairies when they get old? Neither did David, not in the beginning. He found out soon enough though. When a fairy has a child, her cells change dramatically internally, and their aging process speeds up. Andrina was aging much faster than David, and soon it was evident to him, to the point where Andrina had to share with him her fate.

When fairies reach a certain age, those who have given birth, they must fly up into the sky on a full moon night, never to return… they become stars in the sky. So, yes, David had much reason to cry, don’t you think? But that’s not all…


Following Andrina’s voyage of the stars, Gracie and David shared their moments together, still within the same limitations. So David would spend as much time as possible with her, and he put on his best positive attitude during those times.

His worst days were usually following the times he would hold her in his hand and give her a beautiful flower… she so loved flowers, just like her momma, and those moments just filled David with such a sorrowful joy. He could barely contain the tears when they were together, imagine his heart when they were apart… Yes, he spent hours, each and every day… crying.


Oh, the young man who shared this? He was the one Gracie visited in his youth… and she shared everything with him, but that’s another story.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

"Do You Believe In Love ?"

" REAL LOVE "


True love is tested
True love is best
Love is harder that all the rest
It’s balanced in wisdom
Its judgments are true
It is not just sentimental of heart
Thus, governing love with forgiveness’ glue

Love rebukes
Love brings growth
Love acknowledges what’s good for both
Love weighs “the truth” with event of time
Love, indeed, is “such a good friend” of mine
Though, love must start first from within
It frees the soul from unwanted guilt and sin

Love lives and gives, and humbly receives
It never harbours resentment for lost realities
It makes allowances for faults and frailties
Love loves to recall the best from such tragedies
Love is so contagious
It pulls on the heart-strings to win
Love will always forgive, again and again

Love gives sound boundaries, and security of space
Love give principles, so wise, for posterity’s race
Love is among equals is most often the best
Love’s quite ‘a powerful word’ amidst those of tranquil zest
Love is quite patient, gracious and kind
Although, love for God’s standard is- amore noble find
I hat evil, but even this takes greater courage and love to do
But the wisest of all love- is to “love Wisdom’s best” for you

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

"My Life , My Pains & My Joys"

++++++++sO u rEacHed hEre++++++++++
+++oK nOw 'll teLl u lil aBt mE+++++


I have my own goals to achieve,
I have my own destination to reach,
No matter how hard it seems,
I have my own world to conquer.

Till yesterday I had someone to wait for,
Today I have my own path to tread,
Till yesterday I had faith in someone,
Today I cud only trust myself.

Its my fight, fight for Existence,
That I have to carry on,
I've understood the bitter part of life,
The pain of parting and being alone.

In this conquest for a world of my own,
I have left the memories behind,
Memories for which I shed tears,
Wanna start a new journey,
Towards a new Horizon,
Where all my dreams turn to reality.

Those darkest periods of disbeliefs are gone,
paving way to bright daylight of life,
Alighting the new path of hopes and dreams,
of a future filled with happiness in loneliness...

This is time when old is to be forgotten,
and new ones to be embraced,
new dreams and this new chance,
I have to excel from here..for myself.

Its the time to think about,
about a world of my own,
how to make it and how to use it,
to stand up alone and to prove myself...

What was life till now?
I don't know,
But how will life turn on me from now,
That I do Know,
coz I learned to tackle, all the games played by life.....
coz I learned............to live


I may not be there in your
happiness,
But, I will be there when your
heart will ache.
I may not be with you when there's
a sunny day
But I will be there when you are alone
in gloomy one.


I won't be there when
you will laugh,
But be sure that I will be there when
you will cry.
Not to assure you but to
cry with you.
I may not be able to give you
all happiness,
But I won't leave you when
there's sad.


I may not be able to fulfill all
your needs,
But I won't make you
feel bad.
I may not be there when your
life is excited,
But be sure I will be there when
you are depressed.


Not to assure you but to give you
the inspiration,
I may not be there in front of you when
I need you.
But I will be there in front of you when
you need me.

Monday, August 25, 2008

My Undying Love


Strange Feelings

It's still a mystery what connects us

What brings me this feeling that i can't even describe


A craving , a weakness that when you are near

all i want to do is run to you,hold you tight & never let go


Strange emotion that keeps haunting me whenever i go

Even i hide i think i can't escape this feelings that is wild


I wanna kiss u everytime i got a chance , i don't want to escape

I want to be locked with you in a place where only you & me

A place where i can be yours & you can be mine

I love you so much more than the words that i can utter


Hold me , Hold me don't ever let go...
Because i can run , i can escape from you but i cannot lie


You are the man of my dreams, You are the soul of my heart

I never wanted any other man but you...

If the love is real,let it be

because loving you is my fuel for living...

Missing You

HOW CAN I


How can i leave you
When my heart say you stay..
How can i forget you
When my heart longs for you..
How can i say i can live w/ out you..
You are my life....
How hard it is to forget someone..
That makes half of your life
missing...
You are my life...
You are my LOVE
You are my everything...

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

"As Days Go By"


i miss u

To see you when I wake up

is a gift I didn't think could be real to know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold utopian dream
You do something to me that I can't explain so would I be out of line, if I said I miss you
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine you have only been gone ten days but already I am wasting away
I know I'll see you again whether far or soon but I need you to know that I care and I miss you (I miss you)

Friday, May 2, 2008

"Let it..."


"Feel the Wind Blows"


Wind is blowing
let it blow

let them flow
tears are flowing













time is going
let it go....

bring her back
or let her know

wound so deep
i cant show

i never stand
in a row

i wish i could hold
her back with me
i wish i could make
her see

that how much
i loved her
now when she is gone
i still want my life with her

.......... .......... .......... ..........

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

"Falling Water Renews My Eyes"


Falling water renews me





I feel something new is coming on the way.. Maybe it's the winter feeling. Maybe it's something else's feeling.. I do not really know. But I do know that I'm now preparing myself for it.


I do feel new myself. I'm not the same as before. Everytime I take a shower, a bad character of mine -or at least that's what I think- falls down with the water, though there are still some that dwells deep within me.


So hopefully the coming winter will leave no trace of my bad habbits and will renew me partially to strengthen me with a little bit more responsibility for my whole new life.


So all I have to wish for now is that the coming winter would rain so heavily on me and on all who need it.



Friday, December 28, 2007

My Prince & I


Every princess needs
A prince to love her
And a king to father her.
My beloved princess
This is a letter to express
My thankfulness
Recognition and acknowledgment
Of your patient personal progress
Your journey toward self fulfillment
Your commitment to daily grow
Mature, find, and flow
In all that the King has for you
As you His glorious daughter
Move beyond frivolous fodder
Foolishness and frowardness of heart
Realizing that unto your King and prince
You are a delightful work of art
A woman of noble character
Becoming increasingly inwardly greater
As you behold your King
Experience transformation in everything
Find new spiritual songs to elegantly sing
Move beyond the pain of the past
Disappointment and disillusionment's sting
Access your gifts and prepare to bring
Unto your King a blessed offering
Terrific talents, outstanding ability
Possessing within your soul regal tranquility
Embracing change wholeheartedly
Believing and knowing assuredly
That which the King has prepared for thee
Is ultimately best for you and me
Therefore together shall we
Move ahead boldly and fearlessly
Being motivated rather than intimated
Becoming better rather than bitter
Remembering that from brokenness
Comes unprecedented breakthrough
From a despicable mess
Can come a magnificent message
From deep personal pain
Can come the power to rule and reign
Overcome all obstacles
Conquer every challenge
Master every emotion
Discover new depths of devotion
Harness a hungering human will
Yearning for direction, adventure, and thrill
Maximizing every moment
Talking yourself through soulish torment
Courageously providing for yourself encouragement
Toward people resolve not to resent
Yet pertaining to your convictions not to relent
Confidently and courageously standing forth
As the prized and precious princess who is sent
To be an emissary, ambassador, and agent
Of the heavenly King and kingdom
For this live and from it never run.
The Governor is in, with, and for you
That is the Spirit of the Lord
Always ready to give you a fresh
WordCut through darkness like a sword
Sweetly melt and woo you Godward
Lovingly does He adore and implore you
During your hardest moments to stay true
Because Christ your King is in you
The anointing in, with, and on you
To bless all you say and doComplete the work
He's begun in you.
Therefore princess I entreat you
To walk worthy of the heavenly calling
Keep kneeling and praying
Upholding, honoring, and glorifying
The King of heaven and earth
Who has given you the new birthLife more abundantly
Enabling you to live triumphantly
Princess you have come a long way
I salute you for the price you do pay
To differentiate yourself from the crowd
To hold your tongue
When you want to scream loud
To think before you speak
To remain humble, mild, and meek
Princess I am truly proud of you
For all you are and all you do
A new day of blessing has come
Have fun while you get the job done
Be the King's daughter wholesome
Happy, harnessed, and exemplary
Mindful of things beyond the temporary
Who others can learn from and follow
As they behold your dignity and know
Of whom you are and whom you serve
From the King of kings you'll not swerve
Sail on therefore princess into the sunlight
Wise woman of God be to the world a light
Gentle and powerful princess shine bright
Knowing of you I am proud and approving
As in the Spirit you are living and moving him




Thank you so much for everything,
all i wanted is to be appreciated & to be loved for who i am.
You brought happiness to my life,i really don't know where i belong...
I was always misunderstood,
I've always tried to do my best but my best was always not enough
They always see me as a bad person,
I always wanted to be better but no one believes me
But trying to pull me down,I just see my life different as they did
I want to be happy with my life,that is why i'm firm with my decisions
I don't want my life be manipulated,
i know i'm not perfect but i know what is right & wrong for me
They see me as a selfish & domineering person,all i had wish is the best for them
I love & help to the people i think deserves it
It is my experiences in life that made me stronger
There is no one I could rely on but myself,I know my mother really loves me
but she really never understands me,we are different in many ways
I've seen her life full of hatred & myseries,i was brought up in the same path
I grew up full of hate,I learn to fight to be strong so i could defend myself
But i realized that i don't want to live my life the way i've seen my parents had
I want my life to be better,to be happy,to put away all the hate i had in my heart
Even though they repeatedly hurt me,i always try to find forgiveness
I never thought of revenge in anyway,i know it will not do any good
I know God see & I just let him do what is just
I know i'm blessed because God given me the strength & courage to face life
I know that he will not let me be alone,all of this has a purpose
I never questioned him , Always trusted him all my life
I thanked him for bringing you into my life
Because you brought me the happiness i've been looking for
You truly understand me & see me as a person
I was so much hurt to be always judged by others,seeing me as a trash & a loser
They really do not know me,so who are they to judge me
Now,i'm just looking forward & wishing for the best
I just trust & let God guide me to my future
Whatever it is still be thankful for all the blessings that i had in my life.
& my one wish is YOU.