Saturday, November 29, 2008

"If You Could Change The Past , Will You?"


Cultivate gratitude for everything.
This will allow you to see God everywhere.

"Blessed are the pure of heart,
for they shall see God."

"You are all Buddhas
There is nothing you need to achieve.
Just open your eyes."

"You might ask, 'How can I know if something is God's
will?' My answer is, 'If it were not God's will, it
wouldn't exist even for an instant; so if something
happens, it *must* be his will.'

If you truly enjoyed God's will, you would feel exactly as though you were
in the kingdom of heaven, whatever happened to you or
didn't happen to you."

"If things could be any different, they would be."


Gone are the days when painful tears falled from my eyes

Gone are the days when there was nothing but sadness shown in my eyes

Gone are the days when i used to be snubbed and pitied

Gone are the days when all the good i have done,was not recognized,only the bad

Gone are the days when poverty,heartbroken and pain was my daily bread

Gone,its all gone,because someone dried my tears,mended my heart and cease my pain,

he heard,saw,felt,and answered my prayers,i do not feel like and Outcast anymore...

Your Belief Becomes Your Reality

The Determinant of Your Success
Perhaps the most powerful single factor in your financial success is your beliefs about yourself and money. We call this the Law of Belief. It says simply this: Whatever you believe, with feeling, becomes your reality. Whatever you intensely believe becomes your reality. That we have a tendency to block out any information coming in to us that is inconsistent with our reality.

What Successful People Believe
What we've discovered is that successful people absolutely believe that they have the ability to succeed. And they will not entertain, think about, or talk about the possibilities that they'll fail. They do not even consider the possibility of failure.

Positive Thinking Versus Positive Knowing
You always act in a matter consistent with your beliefs. The most important belief system you can build is a prosperity consciousness where you absolutely believe that you are going achieve your financial goals. We call this positive knowing versus positive thinking. Positive thinking can sometimes be wishing or hoping. But positive knowing is when you absolutely know that no matter what, you will be successful.


When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you
Are secrets and lies

I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
Was standing here all along

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore

I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun

Just close your eyes
Each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

Over and over I fall
When I hear you call
Without you in my life, baby
I just wouldn't be living at all

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you, baby

Just close your eyes
Each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
I promise you.


"Emotions are the next frontier to be understood and conquered. To manage our emotions is not to drug them or suppress them, but to understand them so that we can intelligently direct our emotional energies and intentions.... It's time for human beings to grow up emotionally, to mature into emotionally managed and responsible citizens. No magic pill will do it."

Many of us believe that we need to keep a tight lid on our emotions. We fear that if we ever allow these emotions to be expressed, they will do serious damage.

But if we summon up the courage to truly feel our emotions, we discover that they don't last. The monster in the closet turns out to be a pussycat. In fact, if we are willing to experience our emotions completely, without resistance of any kind, they burn themselves out in only a few minutes.

The only thing that keeps emotions alive within you over long periods is your unwillingness to acknowledge them.

"By starving emotions we become humorless, rigid and stereotyped; by repressing them we become literal, reformatory and holier-than-thou; encouraged, they perfume life; discouraged, they poison it."


How many frogs must a woman kiss before she finds a prince? How many women must a man rescue, before he finds a Goddess in disguise? Sure, it is largely a numbers game, a simple matter of statistics. Not everyone is compatible.

But, as you weed through the numbers of eligible potentials, eventually you will meet someone - and attraction and chemistry will kick in. Congratulations! You have just entered "The Danger Zone."

Don't be deceived

When you find yourself seriously attracted to someone, stupidity is likely to ensue. You know what I'm talking about. Your head is filled with the possibilities, your gut is whispering uncertainties and you are so preoccupied with playing it right so "this one" can be yours, that your emotions start to rule everything you do. When love is in the air, it is so very easy to toss logic out the window. It feels like the natural thing to do. The allure and fantasy of "what could be" is the door opening to the Danger Zone - the place where signs and signals are overlooked, excused, or justified - all in the name of love.

Most of us like to believe in the good of humankind, expecting the people we are close to or wanting to be close to, will think, act and behave similar to ourselves. We want to believe that honesty prevails, that emotion is genuine and that because we care - they do, too. Sadly, it is this way of thinking that puts us in the Danger Zone, and makes us vulnerable to deceit.

Sad but true

People lie. People lie about their motives, aspirations, past and present. People lie about what they do, have done and where they have been. People lie about what they have, what they want and what they believe. If it is spoken, there is a chance that it may not be true. Then there are those who lie by omission, the theory being what you don't know can't hurt you.

Some lie big, others small. There are "little white lies," and there are whoppers of deception that are so intricate that you may be inclined to believe the story to be true. Not everyone is a natural-born liar, and not everyone lies 100% of the time. So, how do you recognize what is fact and what is fiction? Sometimes you can't. Other times, you simply don't want to.

Watch, listen and learn

Even though your emotions may have the best of you, that doesn't mean you should forge ahead blindly. When it comes to love, we tend to be too trusting - filling in the blanks to our liking, taking things at face value even when our instincts are whispering that something may be wrong. We get so caught up in feeling and romantic fantasy that our personal judgment can be a little off. Sometimes, the desire for a happy ending has us navigating the relationship with a huge pair of blinders on.

Getting to know a person is much larger than the private, personal interactions. How they treat us is only part of who they are, but it is largely what captures our attention and opinions. How they speak to, about and treat others holds a world of information, and can reinforce or devalue what we think we know. Observe how they treat their friends, former lovers, mother, brother and more.

Steps to judge character:

1. First impressions

Never forget your first impression, but as you get to know the person, pay attention to how knowledge and familiarity supports or denies your original reaction.

2. Ask questions

Don't be afraid to ask questions, remember the answers, and see if their actions support it. Many times, actions do speak louder than words.

3. Trust your instincts

If something doesn't look, feel,or sound quite right - don't dismiss it or justify it to make sense. This is the time to be questioning everything! It can save you from slapping your forehead and saying, "I should have known better" at a later date.

4. Set boundaries

Set boundaries for yourself, so you don't rush into a bad situation. Set and express boundaries for your potential. Anyone who can't respect the boundaries you have expressed isn't likely to be respectful of you.

5. Interact

Getting to know who someone really is requires interaction. Go out and do things, get to know their friends and bring them around yours. Be watchful and mindful of how this person is received by, and interacts with others. The way they treat friends and strangers can reinforce or bring into question how they treat you, and is very revealing of their inner character.

6. Get a second opinion

Friends and family aren't romantically influenced by your latest potential partner, but they do care about you. Sometimes, they can see clearly what you can't. Set your defensiveness brought on by desire aside and really be open to what they have to say.

7. When in doubt, check it out

When someone makes outlandish claims, or even little things that just don't seem quite true - ask for proof! No one likes to be doubted or questioned, but trust should be earned rather than blindly given. Do a little detective work on your own (start with Google!), or if things are really extreme, hire one. It is better to have to apologize for not trusting enough than it is to try and detangle from a bad situation.

8. Follow your heart, but trust your head

Your heart will lead you into the Danger Zone, but your head is what will bring you through, and out the other side. Emotion will bring you to a relationship, but it is intuition and cold, hard logic that tells you exactly what you are getting into... or should be running away from.

So, you think you met someone worthy of loving, possibly even someone to build a life with... maybe you have, or maybe it's your imagination. Just remember to think before you leap. You know how you feel, but that doesn't mean you actually know the person who is making you feel that way. Before you jump all in, heart and soul, pay attention to the little things... it is the details that can tell you a lot.

Today I give thanks for all that I have been able to accomplish…

For the food on this dish…

For the roof over my head…

For having someone to share my bed…

For the cars I get to drive…

For the air that keeps me alive…

For the friends who brighten my day…

For the way that I get to go out and play…

For the wife who loves me so…

For all the places I get to go…

For the family that I get to enjoy…

For the writing ability that I get to employ…

To brighten other peoples days…

For all of the different ways…

That people brighten my life…

For the people who have given me help to over come my strife…

I'm thankful for so much…

That I am able to feel a loving touch…

That I get held tight…

Every single night…

I'm thankful for so many things…

And my heart just sings…

A very happy tune…

I'm thankful for being able to enjoy a full moon…

And for every sunset and sunrise that I get to see…

I'm happy and thankful for just being able to be me…

To not have to hide…

Anything that I feel inside…

I'm thankful for all that you do…

If you look into my heart you will see its true…

I'm very thankful for so many things…

And no matter what life brings…

I will be a better person because I have friends who…

Do all they can to help me make it through…

Who point me in the right direction…

Who offer love and their affection…

Who go out of their way…

To do and say…

Things that will make life more grand!~

Thank you for giving me a hand…

So that I can…

Become a better man…

Thank you for this day…

And for the way…

That I get to convey what is in my heart…

Thank you for the way every day gets its start…

Can you tell me some of what you're thankful for?

I know I have so much more…

That I'm thankful for…

So before…

I let you go and enjoy your day…

I just wanted to say…

Thank you for making my life worth living…

And for all the love you keep giving…

Thank you…

For every thing that you chose to do…


11-27-08 ©KM Its mine…


And for some smiles…


The pro football team had just finished their daily practice session when a large turkey came strutting onto the field. While the players gazed in amazement, the turkey walked up to the head coach and demanded a tryout. Everyone stared in silence as the turkey caught pass after pass and ran right through the defensive line. When the turkey returned to the sidelines, the coach shouted, "You're terrific!!! Sign up for the season, and I'll see to it that you get a huge bonus." "Forget the bonus," the turkey said, "All I want to know is, does the season go past Thanksgiving Day?"


A turkey farmer was always experimenting with breeding to perfect a better turkey.
His family was fond of the leg portion for dinner and there were never enough legs for everyone. After many frustrating attempts, the farmer was relating the results of his efforts to his friends at the general store get together. "Well I finally did it! I bred a turkey that has 6 legs!"
They all asked the farmer how it tasted.
"I don't know" said the farmer. "I never could catch the darn thing!"


A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store, but couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked the stock boy, 'Do these turkeys get any bigger?'

The stock boy answered, 'No ma'am, they're dead.'


Thanksgiving Divorce

A man in Phoenix calls his son in New York the day before Thanksgiving and says,"I hate to ruin your day, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are divorcing; forty-five years of misery is enough.

"Pop, what are you talking about?" the son screams. We can't stand the sight of each other any longer," the father says. "We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in Chicago and tell her."

Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone. "Like heck they're getting divorced," she shouts, "I'll take care of this,"

She calls Phoenix immediately, and screams at her father, "You are NOT getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then, don't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR ME?" and hangs up.

The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. "Okay," he says, "they're coming for Thanksgiving and paying their own way."


Hope you have a fantastic thanksgiving~!

Thank you for spending some of your time here with me!~


What do the petals mean

When I speak of these flowers keep silent

What does your spirit speak of them?

This petal I would give U

For your beauty

Another I give for being U

Be beautiful


This petal I would give U

For your smile

For the way it would reflect my soul

For the way it would make me prophetically happy

For the way it would calm my sometime angered heart


This petal I would give U

When we would share a hug

For the way heaven's doors open

For the way our arms would wrap up in the wake of each other

For the way our hearts would beat in cadence rhyme

For the way it would warm and charm our spirits

For the way it would make us smile


This petal I would give U

For the moment just be for we kiss

How would our eyes echo into each others mortal being?

Soul to soul gleam bronze speckled eyes

For the moment just be for our lips touch

Can U feel the before we touch?

Its electric blue merging


This the petal I would give U

For the kiss

Wet as your lips are soft

For how I would love the way U smell

For how I would love the taste inside your mouth


This petal I would give U

Walking Hand in Hand

As my Mistress under midnight in Paradise

Goddess Inanna guiding as we walk

Under her new moon above

Gentle and caring

Affectionate and compassionate

Hand in Hand


This petal I would give U

For the Flowers of worship

These are creations from the Creator

A gift from the Gods

Upon our knees we are


This petal I would give U

For the Love of God

For the love we would share

For how we would draw near him

In love and with love for him

In worship with this pedal we are to him


This petal I would give U

When I need to ask for your forgiveness

For the way I would want to repent

Because your happiness is important to me

For the way I would humble myself be for U

For the way your heart would know that I'm sorry

For the way my transgression vanishes because

U would love me

For when that happens what do they call that?

Divine forgiveness?

Shall we heal together?


This petal I would give U

When you would ask for my forgiveness

Even when I tell U I'm mad at U

I can still say

I love U

Shall we reaffirm together?


This petal I would give U

when language fails

For the way U are beautiful

For the way we can love

For the way we can make love

Reinterpreting reality

Language fails so I give U this pedal


For the Flowers U give me

What do your pedals mean for me?

Wednesday, November 26, 2008



It's hard to pretend that you are happy where in fact you are not.
It's hard to show that you're strong but you know you're weak inside.
It's so stupid to be okay when it really hurts,
And it's tough to stand up when you are toppled down best.

Sometimes, i lose hope when I can't take it anymore.
Many times, I cry when everyone sems so uncertain.
Often, I complain with the hardships I have.
I thought, no one understands me...

But you know what? I still end up praising God after all...

The reason behind???

I just realize... Maybe I don't have anything in my life. But at least, I don't have nothing. Plus, my God's love for me is sufficient enough to conquer all odds.

And when difficult times come unexpectedly, i simply pray because I know I have a God who knows everything. What ever happens, i always keep in mind that it happens for a reason. All i need to do is to trust Him every moment of my life.

9 Ways to Face Your Fears

Fears are like annoying relatives. You can't avoid them forever, and ignoring them won't make them go away. Come Thanksgiving, they'll plop down right next to you and ask to borrow your fork. So you'd better figure out how to confront the little devils before

Yell at Them

Tell them to go to a place where there are no lemonade stands.

Laugh at Them

A good technique: start with "ha" and end with "hee."

Talk About Them

Preferably to a friend, over a cup of strong coffee.

Scare Them Away

Any mask will do, but any beast or vampire getup is particularly effective

Dress Them Up

With the right attire and hairdo, you can make anything seem attractive and desirable (to someone else), right?

Harness Them

If they are under your control, you don't have to worry about them.

Interrogate Them

Ask them the hard questions, including: where, what, why, when, and how? Then get a mug shot.

Bully Them

Boss them around like the scary dude in the fifth grade who made you cry. You're bigger than they are --don't let them forget it.

Free Them

Let them go. Tell them to have fun, but not to come back.

"Poetic Majesty"


See how she makes me smile
Without doubt or comparison she resides In men’s hearts
A world apart like common nonsense to your troubled art
She is beauty

For sweetness is a fragrance that resides in her radiance
Like knowledge’s wisdom she is the truth within them
A kingdom refined in loves ointment
The black empress indeed my one true mistress

Poetic verses align to applaud such a creation
A masterpiece, indeed more than breath for she is spirit and heart
Substantial elevation like a thought in flight
Her wicked pen squirts unquestionable truth

Wise princess numbing men’s weak senses

Her only weakness is her tongues pureness

From past prophecies to modern realities
Fragmented from these scrolls so bear witness

Testimonies from minds that align with the ancients
Read the lies and made the strong confess
Who am I to object or come close to this
I observe from a distance

Read her choreographed movements in random moments

A true poet
What is her weakness?

I search her hearts contents only to find defeat in my nuisance

The worthless made worth it

Indeed she needs to hear these praises
For her smile sanitises the madness and lights the darkness
Her verbs aromas environments like incense

The enlightened sense the truths in this
So I live by your teachings to express loves true meaning
‘The lost king to be united through the queens offspring

Shocking the world as the truth comes in the open ’ (lol)

From united lips tongues now confessing

You really are

A majestic poet in everything
Got a spiritual story to share with others? Learnt your life lessons the hard way? A small seemingly simple suggestion - may be the saving words that someone is desperately searching for. A favourite quote of mine is by Leo Buscaglia

Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.”

Our world is changing quickly, if you're here then you already feel the changes. I too will start posting my spiritual journey very shortly, however in the meantime, please do drop by these new sections, introduce yourself and feel free to share your own growth stories (if you have a spiritual story that you would like to share with others please email me - when we see just how many are questioning - then the answer and the path becomes so very crystal clear.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Quick Beauty Tips for everyday life

Here are a few useful tips to help women stay beautiful every day. You would be amazed how many of those will seem so simple to you but will actually make a huge difference! First of all you need to keep your face in place for longer! Buy a small pump spray bottle that you can usually find easily in the travel sections of high street stores, and fill with water. Use the pump spray to spray a fine mist over your face once you have applied your face makeup (pre-eye make up). You quickly will find that it sets your make up for the whole day making it last longer and preventing the need for continuous touch ups which is obviously a great news. The second tip is to consider having your eyelashes tinted. Having your eyelashes tinted is relatively quick and easy if you go to professional beautician (make sure they do a skin test beforehand) and is much more convenient and cheaper than using mascara every day, plus it does not run, smudge or take ten minutes to get off before bed! The next tip is a basic one. You need to keep it simple with soap!

Simply go old school and rediscover real soap. There are plenty of delicious scents, it is natural, long lasting and often seems to clean better too, so try it and you will not regret it! This one may look a bit silly but it is actually a good one that will help you make some savings here. Use the very last bit of all your products by taking pump action lids off, cutting open soft plastic tubes or using brushes to extract the last bits from cosmetics. You will really be amazed how much is left in the bottom when you would normally just throw them away! The last tip will help you fix your hair quickly. If your hair is looking a little greasy or you have not had a chance to wash it but want to freshen it up, sprinkle a little talcum powder through the roots, tip your head upside down, give it a shake and if you can, a quick blast with the hairdryer and this will give it a new lease of life. Those tips just really seem to be basic tips but you will see that they will make your everyday life different and help you stay beautiful every day. The author loves beauty products and knows a lot about Yardley English Lavender products, Yardley Lily of the valley and other Yardley products


The Player

He has only one mission
One single task to complete
Capture the heart of his victim
For the player an easy feat

His words caress your spirit
His voice corrupts your mind
You'll tell him you want to take it slow
But he'll quicken the pace you'll find

He's desperate to find the girl of his dreams
That's what he'll try and make you believe
But never tell him you love him
That's his cue to leave

He will swear on a lie he's telling the truth
And you'll believe every word he mutters
Ignoring all the obvious signs
When he tells you there aren't any others

He will make you feel so special
You'll finally feel like you belong
But I'm afraid it will only last
Until the next one comes along

Shamelessly he flirts with every girl he sees
He says it doesn't mean a thing
He'll tell you you're the only one
But there's plenty more waiting in the wings

He may act like a monster
But it really isn't his intention
He is just so damn insecure
He'll do anything to get attention

So play his little game
If you're a player too
But if you have a genuine heart
Tell him to stay the fuck away from you

Monday, November 24, 2008

" I Love The Way You Look At Me , It Makes Me Weak"

How to Attract and Seduce Single Sexy Women With Your Eyes

They say the eyes are the mirror to the soul. And you can use the power of your eyes to influence single women to be attracted to you. You can even literally seduce single women with your eyes. Follow these guidelines to use your eyes to capture the hearts of single sexy women for love, sex, and romance: Use your eyes to attract single women.

Gaze into her eyes as you smile at her. It will make your message much more personal.

When you see single women who look interesting, turn toward them and let your gaze linger a little longer. A suggestion of a wink while you're smiling gives an unmistakable come-hither look.

In conversation, look into the eyes of the woman you're talking with. Direct eye contact says, "I'm listening. I want to hear more." To show agreement and interest, occasionally raise and lower your eyebrows.

When she's talking, listen with your eyes as well as your ears. If you look away, you may signify, "I'm bored" or "I don't agree." The result will usually be a short and unfulfilling conversation.

However, to look away while speaking is natural. It's a sign that the topic is being shifted or that thoughts are being collected. A pause while glancing away usually means an uncompleted thought, signaling, "I haven't finished. Don't interrupt."

Are Your Eyes Right With Single Women?
Be cautious lest your eye gestures be misunderstood. Avoiding eye contact can make both parties feel uncomfortable. If you avert your eyes out of shyness, you may be interpreted as saying, "I'm dishonest" or "I'm ashamed" or "I'm not interested in you." Too much eye contact is as bad as too little. It's impolite to stare.

As a cultural rule, a man should not look steadily at a woman for longer than a few seconds - unless she gives him license with a smile, a backward glance, or a direct meeting of eyes. When a man gazes without smiling, women may think, "He's looking right through me." If you narrow your eyes in a frown, you may inadvertently be saying, "I'm suspicious."

If you roll your eyes upward, she could think you're yawning, "Ho hum!" If you glare at a woman under arched eyebrows, most women will hear you growl: "I'm angry."
Work Up To It It can be difficult to gaze into a woman's eyes for some men.

To get used to making eye contact, focus your gaze a little below or between her eyes. For a few seconds look into the pupils, and smile. To ease the tension, look into one eye at a time.

To relax, let your gaze travel over the features of the face: the lips, cheeks, nose, ears and hair. After a few moments, go back to looking at her right in the eyes.

>From time to time, ask yourself, "Where are my eyes?" Out of habit, you

>may find your gaze has drifted onto the floor or out in the audience.

>Increase the amount of time that you experience direct eye contact. As

>you become more practiced, you'll be able to look directly into her

>eyes without even being conscious that you're doing it.


Cultivate gratitude.

Carve out an hour a day for solitude.

Begin and end the day with prayer, meditation and reflection.

Keep it simple. Don't over-schedule.

Strive for realistic deadlines.

Never make a promise you can't keep.

Allow an extra half hour for everything you do.

Create quiet surroundings at home and at work.

Go to bed at nine o'clock twice a week.

Always carry something interesting to read.

Breathe.. deeply and often.

Move.. walk, dance, run, find a sport you enjoy.

Drink pure spring water. Lots of it.

Eat only when hungry. If it's not delicious, don't eat it.

Be instead of Do.

Set aside one day a week for rest and renewal.

Laugh more often.

Luxuriate your senses.

Always opt for comfort.

If you don't love it, live without it.

Let Mother Nature nurture.

Don't answer the telephone during dinner.

Stop trying to please everybody.

Start pleasing yourself.

Stay away from negative people.

Don't squander precious resources: time, creative energy, emotion.

Nurture friendships.

Don't be afraid of your passion.

Approach problems as challenges.

Honor your aspirations.

Set achievable goals.

Surrender expectations.

Savor beauty.

Create boundaries.

For every "yes", let there be a "no".

Don't worry, be happy.

Remember, happiness is a living emotion.

Exchange security for serenity.

Care for your soul.

Cherish your dreams.

Express love every day.

Search for your authentic self.

~Author Unknown~

The Woman

When a man was sitting beside a sleeping woman after working late one day
A little boy came by and said: “Why do you spend so much time beside her ?”
And the man answered:“Son, Have you seen all what she is capable
of ?"
“she functions on all kinds of food, she is able to embrace several kids at the same time, gives a hug that can heal anything from a bruised knee to a broken heart and she does all this with only two hands”.

The little boy was impressed.
“Just two hands....impossible!“
And this is a normal woman?!
“Too much work for one day.... “.
“Indeed”, said the man. “That is why she is my favorite”.
“She cures herself when sick and she can work 18 hours a day”.
The little boy came nearer and touched the woman.

“But she is so soft” “She is soft", said the man, “But she is also so strong. You can’t imagine what she can endure and overcome.“
“Can she think?" the little boy asked.*
The man answered:
“Not only can she think, she can reason and negotiate."

The little boy touched the woman’s cheek....
“It seems she is leaking! You have put too many burdens on her.”*
“She is not’s a tear” the man corrected the little man.
“What’s it for?" asked the little boy.
And the man said:
“Tears are her way of expressing grief, her doubts, her love, her loneliness, her suffering and her pride.”
This made a big impression on the little boy; “Hey, you are lucky.
You know everything. The woman is indeed marvellous!"

Indeed she is!
Woman has strengths that amazes man. She can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens.
She holds happiness, love and opinions.
She smiles when feeling like screaming.
She sings when she feels like crying, cries when she is happy and laughs when she is afraid.

She fights for what she belives in.
Stands up against injustice.
She doesn’t take “no” for an answer, when she can see a better solution. She gives herself so her family can thrive. She takes her friend to the doctor if she is afraid.
Her love is unconditional.

She cries when her kids are victorious. She is happy when her friends do well.
She is glad when she hears of a birth or a wedding.
Her heart is broken when a next of kin or friend dies.
But she finds the strength to get on with life.
She knows that a kiss and a hug can heal a broken heart.
There is only one thing wrong with her
She forgets what she is worth...

"Something You Can Think About"

Interesting quote from the movie "Why did I get married?"

In most cases, especially in relationships, you will only get 80% of what you NEED and you will hardly get the other 20% that you WANT in your relationship. There is always another person (man or women) that you will meet and that will offer you the other 20% which is lacking in your relationship that you WANT.

And believe me, 20% looks really good when you are not getting it at all in your current relationship. But the problem is that you will always be tempted to leave that good 80% that you know you have, thinking that you will get something better with the other 20% that you WANT. But as reality has proven, in most cases, you will always end up with having the 20% that you WANT and loosing the 80% that you really NEED and that you already had.

Be careful in deciding between what you WANT and NEED in your life. Adultery happens when you start looking for what you don't have. "Wow, this girl in my office is a real looker. But it's not her Wynona Rider features that got me. I'm crazy about her because she's also understanding, intelligent, tender - so many things that my spouse is not".

Somewhere along the way, you'll find a woman or a man who will be more charming or sensitive. More alluring. More thoughtful. Richer. Have greater sex appeal. And you will find a woman or man who will need you and pursue you and go loco over you more than your spouse ever did. Because no wife or husband is perfect. Because a spouse will only have 80% of what you're looking for. So adultery takes place when a husband or wife looks for the missing 20%.

Let's say your wife is melancholic by nature. You may find yourself drawn to the pretty clerk who has a cherry laugh no matter what she says: "I broke my arm yesterday, Hahahaha . . ..
" Or because your wife is a homebody in slippers and pajamas, smelling of garlic and fish oil, you may fall for a fresh-smelling young sales representative that visits your office in a sharp black blazer, high heels, and a red pencil-cut skirt. Or because your husband is the quiet type, your heart may skip a beat when you meet an old college flame who has the makings of a talk show host. But wait! That's only 20% of what you don't have. Don't throw away the 80% that you already have! That's not all. Add to your spouse's 80% the 100% that represents all the years that you have been with each other. The storms you have weathered together.

The unforgettable moments of sadness and joy as a couple. The many adjustments you have made to love the other. The wealth of memories that you've accumulated as lovers. Adultery happens when you start looking for what you don't have. But faithfulness happens when you start thanking God for what you already have.But I'm not just talking about marriage. I'm talking about life! About your jobs. About your friends. About your children. About your lifestyles.

Are you like the economy airline passenger that perennially peeks through the door of the first class cabin, obsessed with what he's missing?"They have got more leg room! Oh my, their food is served in porcelain! Wow, their seats recline at an 80% angle and they've got personal videos!". I guarantee you'll be miserable for the entire trip! Don't live your life like that. Forget about what the world says is first class.

Do you know that there are many first class passengers who are miserable in first class - because they are not riding in a private Lear Jet
? The main message??? If you start appreciating what you have right now, wherever you are, you are first class! 20/80 or 80/20. You determine your lot in life.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

"What Is Fame?"

What Is Beautiful? - What Is Perfection? -
What Is Fame?

I'm partly popular for my blogs, my rants, my views on life, and my ability to make people think and see more than one side of life. I want to open the eyes of a blind world...

And I'm starting today...

I keep hearing about all these blogs talking smack about me, and people saying this or that. HOW DO I REACT? - I Smile!

Why? DO I CARE? - Hell NO!

People only talk crap about other people b/c they feel badly about themselves. They look in the mirror, and they see themselves for exactly what they are. They arent fooling ANY ONE!

I look in the mirror, and I see BEAUTY, I see confidence, I see happiness, and I see success...
I've learned to walk past my haters and smile, and It took a LONG TIME to get that trait under my belt. Everyone has this fake front on 24/7 and I've trained myself to get past that.

People compliment me on my beauty, my confidence, and my ability to embrace my flaws, but that's not always how I was. and I don't want people to think I am stuck up, or conceited in any way... BECAUSE I AM NOT AT ALL.... however, I am confident... and regardless to what people think or say, IT TOOK A LONG TIME TO GET THAT WAY... and I'm not going back..
PEOPLE SAY (Haters Say!)

I CANT SING! - But I'm working on an album with producers who've worked with AMAZING and VERY TALENTED Musicians like: Lady Gaga, Robyn, Selena Gomez, Corbin Bleu. And they found ME! - I'm popular b/c I have my own sound, and I'm starting a new TREND for what is hott and popular. And my haters are jealous b/c I've got it and they DONT!

I'M UGLY, I HAVE A BIG NOSE, I HAVE A BIG FOREHEAD! - If I was ugly, I dont think I'd have agencies, photographers, makeup artists, clothing designers, hair stylists, etc. etc. all over the world, blowing up my phone and email to work with me, and I dont think I'd have 80,000 AMAZING FANS, who love me for my beauty and confidence? MY NOSE IS MY TRADEMARK, ALONG WITH MY HAIR... I think the real story is they are jealous that their nose is soo NORMAL and mine is ORIGINAL! My forehead is PERFECT, which is why I show it in my new picture.. MORE FOREHEAD, gives you room for LONGER HAIR... so na na na na boo boo...

I'M A FAGGOT, MY STYLE IS STUPID! - this one goes back to the last one, ITS ALL ABOUT EMBRACING WHO YOU ARE AS A PERSON, and I am comfortable with my body and in my own skin, I dont care what you think of me, or what you think of my boyfriend. Or what I wear, dont be jealous b/c you dont have the confidence or security with your own body to wear what you REALLY want or be YOUR self... I do what I want, and I could give a flying SHIT less what other people think of it!
OK I'M DONE WITH THE HATER SIDE OF THINGS... (they arent important at all!) just wanted you guys to see things how I felt about them, so you could understand...
Now for the heartfelt, ultra revealing exclusive you all want to read about.
In highschool, I was super nerdy, no style, not very popular (hey lets be honest!) I didnt have that many friends, DIDNT CARE! didnt want any.. I did my own thing and stuck to myself. I had a few close friends. and I still have MOST OF THEM IN MY LIFE TODAY... I will always love them.
In life I have come to realize there are FAKE friends, and REAL friends, and I've finally gotten all the FAKE ones out of my life, (see my top friends!)
I moved to Texas with nothing, no REAL friends from home, just some clothes, WHY? to start over, to FIND MYSELF, find my carreer, and realize what I wanted out of life. I moved to Texas so I could GROW UP! and I think that I did that..
I found MYSELF, I bloomed like a flower, I taught myself to see the beauty in myself and every one around me, or to see the UGLINESS in people, and some of the closest people to me at the time were the UGLIEST!
What YOU guys see from the outside, versus what things look like on the inside, are two completely different stories..
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME? (lets break it down!)
1 - Famous2 - Pretty, Gorgeous, Stunning, Handsome, Flawless3 - Talented, Aspiring, Role Modelesque, etc.
and I guess where I am going with this, is for you guys to believe that I had to kinda re-model myself into that character. EXACTLY... I created a character, much like a movie character or anything else for that matter. I created a persona.
But that persona at first was SOMEONE I wanted to be like, (circa 2 years ago.) when I first created myspace, it was all about making myself look better than I really was. And making people believe I was extraordinary.. (but I didnt believe it myself!) I had horrible flaws, and my persona covered them up. I had bad self esteem, extremely insecure and no self confidence what so ever.
Granted at the time I created myspace, I considered a professional photoshoot to be a friend coming over to my house and taking pics of me... (I'VE MOVED ON TO STUDIO'S, PAYCHECKS, AND MAGAZINE AD'S NOW!)
Its a great feeling to look back at that sad miserable person, b/c I can see that I was basically in a cage, I knew what I wanted to be, but I didnt know how to ACHIEVE it.
What I am trying to get to is....OR MY POINT IS.......
B/C I am here NOW standing before you, LIVING PROOF that you can do what EVER your mind can imagine....
IF YOU WANT TO BE A MODEL.... work on it, practice, take lots of pics, send them to agencies, do what you have to do to make your dreams a reality.. I went through HELL to get my face out in the world, and I still do.. I have more HATERS than anyone else on the internet.... and WHY? b/c they are fucking JEALOUS of me, its the truth... THEY ARE JEALOUS that they've tried to tear me down for 2 years.. and I've done more than ANY OF THEM EVER WILL IN THEIR ENTIRE LIFE... in a simple 2 years of my life... and I've just BEGUN! Dont let ANYONE stop you from your dreams...
IF YOU WANT TO BE A SINGER.... then by all means take a laptop mic and jump in your bathroom and do it, garageband that shit, to get you started.. I can name about 20 people that started that way, who are MILLIONAIRES NOW! dont let anyone EVER stop you...
IF YOU WANT TO BE IN MOVIES.... make a youtube account and show people you have the talent....

THE POINT OF THIS BLOG IS..... people constantly ask me, HOW I DID THIS? or what got me started.... or blah blah blah... and the answer is simply:
when you put your mind to something, they ONLY person that can hold you back is YOURSELF...
I MAY NOT BE WHAT EVERYONE SEE'S AS BEAUTIFUL.... but I know that every where I go, and when I sleep at night, I know I look good, and I dont lose a min or rest over it.
I KNOW PERFECTION DOES NOT EXIST.... and I dont chase after it by any means... I see all these stupid PERFECTION GROUPS on myspace, and then I look at all their "MEMBERS" and I think to myself "How Pathetic" those people are, they are all photoshopped to hell, and probably have more insecurities than a chubby girl, in a bulimic clinic. I just wonder when they will WAKE UP and realize they arent perfect, and NO ONE thinks they are. All of those groups are filled with the most Insecure and Lonely kids on the internet. And they actually hate themselves so much that they do all that shit to themselves and their pictures to make people think they are better than they really are... TRUST ME, I'VE BEEN THERE...
Dont change yourself to match what the crowd thinks is beautiful... DEFINE IT YOURSELF!

I hope this actually helped some people... Or inspired someone... Otherwise, it was just a great venting journal entry for me... I just want to Inspire and Create in this world full of FAKE!