Falling in love with you is one of the hardest things I've ever done.
Some people find that strange,but then,they haven't been fighting their heart for years,relabling every feeling as "misguided" or worse.
When I speak to you,I'm still waiting for the numbness that refuses to come.The other day when you left,my heart screamed a protest.Was it fake?
I ask myself the question again,the same question I've been asking for all this time.
The difficulty of the situation is made harder by the fact you want me too.
How do I know?The smiles you give me, the phrases you choose, your eyes.
I stare into your eyes and my heart jumps.I stare into your eyes and my head reels.
We're best friends, but I think I'm in love with you,I'm convinced you're in love with me,but I can't be sure.
I can't tell you my feelings,I can't hear you tell me yours.You're the girl I want, but it cannot be.
Can we ever be together?The answer to that is what really leaves me numb.
I don't how long I can go on living this lie,Pretending I don't love you when I look into your eyes.
You told me not to fall for you, you wouldn't be there to catch me,But my heart just wouldn't listen and now this feeling scares me.I'm running around in circles, not knowing what road to take..
Scared to take the roads unknown the decision is so hard to make.I wish you felt the same for me that I so strongly have for you.I pray at night that God will hear and make this one wish come true.
You confuse me with your actions, sometimes I feel like you more than care.Other times your cold and bitter like when ever she is there.
I'm tired of hiding how I feel so please be honest with me,If you love me then just tell me, if you don't then let me be?